Anger

I've stored too much hate in me
An anger about to release
Behind these fakes smiles
A bomb it's about to burn the skies

The reality becomes a distorcion
Where the Devils come alive
Everyone becomes a target
One by one they have to die

My silence should trouble you
Since my mind it's burning up
Fuelled by all the rage
Antecipation to anhilate the race

I shut my eyes and try to perceive
And try for not this anger to consume me
You put more ashes and you'll learn
Who the fuck will be the first to burn

But I've stored too much hate in me
A black soul wanting to be free
The time has come to scream and yell
Bow down bitch, and welcome to hell.

Crise Existencial

Sentindo que o mundo anda mais depressa que eu
Parado numa apatia de uma vida que não escolhi
Pensamentos que pairam, momentos que passam
Coração que pouco sente
E mente que se desliga,lentamente.

Um vazio onde não devia existir
Um fado que se volta a repetir
Paciência que se esgota
Esperando um grito de revolta

No entanto,as consequências são muitas
Demais,talvez, para eu aguentar
Demais,talvez, para destruir
Demais,talvez, para me encontrar

Até que ponto consigo dar a volta
E voltar a reprogramar este ciclo
O que será que poderá mudar?
Será que realmente preciso?

Preciso,mas não posso.
Ou será que não devo?
Outra oportunidade terei de dar?

Só me resta esperar,
Esperar até não mais poder.
Magoar-me até eu estoirar
E dar outra volta,outra vez.

Até que ponto terei de sacrificar?
Até que ponto poderei me satisfazer?
Até que ponto o meu coração poderá aguentar
Até que a mente o desfaça de vez?

Questões aos quais tenho a resposta,
Não absolutas, mas substanciais,
Porém há demasiado em jogo
Só o tempo poderá definitivamente responder.

Ghost

Blue ocean that follows
It's own course
My boat navigating
Into a curse
Time follows in
It's own time
My boat swings
In the wave of time
Breaks a storm
Falls the thunder
And my boat shakes
Will it keep under
Or falls with its own weight

Swing swing my boat
In the vast ocean
Where no one hears you scream
Where no one comes to aid
Swing swing my boat
In this thunderstorm
Will it keep it under
Or falls with its own weight

The sky turns black
My soul turns blue
With such mighty power
What can I do?
I grab all I can
But my boat just shakes
I fly off the boat
I'm engulfed by the waves
Goodbye my boat
The time has come
To say goodbye to this world
And drown in my own pain

Swing swing my boat
In the vast ocean
Where no one hears you scream
Where no one comes to aid
Swing swing my boat
In this thunderstorm
Will it keep it under
Or fall with its own weight

My life leaves this world
And leaves all the pain
Stuck between the undead
I hunt who comes ahead
I will be remembered
Everyone will feel the same
My soul won't be forgotten
And so won't my pain

Swing swing my boat
In the vast ocean
Where no one hears you scream
Where no one comes to aid
Swing swing my boat
In this thunderstorm
Will it keep it under
Or fall with its own weight

Swing swing my boat
And hear me scream
My voice will echoe
In this place for eternity.

Color Blue

Not everything I say it's true
Not everything I feel is real
It's a fight I wage against
Against my heart and my head

I live the moment
Think every step
A bipolar standing
That mixes my own head

I taste the bitter feelings
Navigate through the happiness
Fall within my fears
Lost between my walls

But not everything I say is true
Not everything I feel is real
It's a fight I wage against
Against my heart and my head

I lose my own senses
Deprived of true simplicity
Complicate every step
Envy my own objecticity

I have to have more
I want but I don't have
Bring forth the destruction
Of everything I have

But not everything I say it's true
Not everything I feel is real
A fight that I lose
Against my heart and my head

Utter Lie

Fainted smiles nowadays
Far away we push ourselves
What once was real fades away
And we become someone else
Someone far from a friend

In parted ways  we go
Losing what we once knew
Hidden between the lines
Comes alive all the lies
You've said
You've said

So tell me what is the truth
Am I so special like you said
Or maybe I'm
Just a third option

When everyone turns the back on you
You can't be alone
And you call me next to you
I've tried my best to be there by your side
What once was real
Now becomes
An utter and absolute lie

Maybe one day when you come to me
I evade and made up something
Excuses and half-truths
Maybe you'll learn the lesson
That you hurt me too

Tainted pages of a past
Where we fought like wife and husband
You want the reason I'll give it to you
But right now I'll say
A big fuck you!

When everyone turns the back on you
You can't be alone
And you call me next to you
I've tried my best to be there by your side
What once was real
Now becomes
An utter and absolute lie.

Astray

For once I wanted to be wrong
For this one day I wished I could not feel this way
For now that moment hasn't come
I still feel lost

Lost in my own thoughts
Lost in this fear
Fear of change

And today all has came into a toll
All came crashing down
My heart turned into a stone
It's weight is pulling me down

And it won't be you to save me
You can't fix this wound
All that is left is me
Alone to try and mend it

All that is left to me is rage
Your presence disturbs me
All that is left to me is disgust
How can you still be able to love me?

I try to barely put a smile
And fake that I am fine
But this Shit is unbearable
And I can't take it away

I try to seek a solution
But this clouds my mind
So I pull the last of my aces
And I go full retard.

I write what's on my heart
Maybe to ease the pain
Maybe to find that ray of hope
That will make this go away

But what are you now to me?
I see nothing more than a friend
Has the love gone away?
And we're heading to the end of the line?

Don't know what to make of this
Don't know how to solve it

All that is left to me is rage
Your presence disturbs me
All that is left to me is disgust
How can you still be able to love me?

Tell me, how can you still be able to love me?
When I think that I don't feel the same?

Force

Tainted in black
I walk through the night
Thinking back
What you said to me the last time

And while I walk
In my knees bleeding
I get up and tell
What I've been thinking

Say that you want me
Again
Say that you want
To be with me again
And give me
The force I need
To get back on my feet

I've falled apart
I've taken back
What I thought was lost

You're whispering
In my ear
And say what I want
You to say 
To me

And while I walk
In my knees bleeding
I get up and tell
What I've been thinking

Say that you want me
Again
Say that you want
To be with me again
And give me
The force I need
To get back on my feet