Anger

I've stored too much hate in me
An anger about to release
Behind these fakes smiles
A bomb it's about to burn the skies

The reality becomes a distorcion
Where the Devils come alive
Everyone becomes a target
One by one they have to die

My silence should trouble you
Since my mind it's burning up
Fuelled by all the rage
Antecipation to anhilate the race

I shut my eyes and try to perceive
And try for not this anger to consume me
You put more ashes and you'll learn
Who the fuck will be the first to burn

But I've stored too much hate in me
A black soul wanting to be free
The time has come to scream and yell
Bow down bitch, and welcome to hell.

Crise Existencial

Sentindo que o mundo anda mais depressa que eu
Parado numa apatia de uma vida que não escolhi
Pensamentos que pairam, momentos que passam
Coração que pouco sente
E mente que se desliga,lentamente.

Um vazio onde não devia existir
Um fado que se volta a repetir
Paciência que se esgota
Esperando um grito de revolta

No entanto,as consequências são muitas
Demais,talvez, para eu aguentar
Demais,talvez, para destruir
Demais,talvez, para me encontrar

Até que ponto consigo dar a volta
E voltar a reprogramar este ciclo
O que será que poderá mudar?
Será que realmente preciso?

Preciso,mas não posso.
Ou será que não devo?
Outra oportunidade terei de dar?

Só me resta esperar,
Esperar até não mais poder.
Magoar-me até eu estoirar
E dar outra volta,outra vez.

Até que ponto terei de sacrificar?
Até que ponto poderei me satisfazer?
Até que ponto o meu coração poderá aguentar
Até que a mente o desfaça de vez?

Questões aos quais tenho a resposta,
Não absolutas, mas substanciais,
Porém há demasiado em jogo
Só o tempo poderá definitivamente responder.

Ghost

Blue ocean that follows
It's own course
My boat navigating
Into a curse
Time follows in
It's own time
My boat swings
In the wave of time
Breaks a storm
Falls the thunder
And my boat shakes
Will it keep under
Or falls with its own weight

Swing swing my boat
In the vast ocean
Where no one hears you scream
Where no one comes to aid
Swing swing my boat
In this thunderstorm
Will it keep it under
Or falls with its own weight

The sky turns black
My soul turns blue
With such mighty power
What can I do?
I grab all I can
But my boat just shakes
I fly off the boat
I'm engulfed by the waves
Goodbye my boat
The time has come
To say goodbye to this world
And drown in my own pain

Swing swing my boat
In the vast ocean
Where no one hears you scream
Where no one comes to aid
Swing swing my boat
In this thunderstorm
Will it keep it under
Or fall with its own weight

My life leaves this world
And leaves all the pain
Stuck between the undead
I hunt who comes ahead
I will be remembered
Everyone will feel the same
My soul won't be forgotten
And so won't my pain

Swing swing my boat
In the vast ocean
Where no one hears you scream
Where no one comes to aid
Swing swing my boat
In this thunderstorm
Will it keep it under
Or fall with its own weight

Swing swing my boat
And hear me scream
My voice will echoe
In this place for eternity.

Color Blue

Not everything I say it's true
Not everything I feel is real
It's a fight I wage against
Against my heart and my head

I live the moment
Think every step
A bipolar standing
That mixes my own head

I taste the bitter feelings
Navigate through the happiness
Fall within my fears
Lost between my walls

But not everything I say is true
Not everything I feel is real
It's a fight I wage against
Against my heart and my head

I lose my own senses
Deprived of true simplicity
Complicate every step
Envy my own objecticity

I have to have more
I want but I don't have
Bring forth the destruction
Of everything I have

But not everything I say it's true
Not everything I feel is real
A fight that I lose
Against my heart and my head

Utter Lie

Fainted smiles nowadays
Far away we push ourselves
What once was real fades away
And we become someone else
Someone far from a friend

In parted ways  we go
Losing what we once knew
Hidden between the lines
Comes alive all the lies
You've said
You've said

So tell me what is the truth
Am I so special like you said
Or maybe I'm
Just a third option

When everyone turns the back on you
You can't be alone
And you call me next to you
I've tried my best to be there by your side
What once was real
Now becomes
An utter and absolute lie

Maybe one day when you come to me
I evade and made up something
Excuses and half-truths
Maybe you'll learn the lesson
That you hurt me too

Tainted pages of a past
Where we fought like wife and husband
You want the reason I'll give it to you
But right now I'll say
A big fuck you!

When everyone turns the back on you
You can't be alone
And you call me next to you
I've tried my best to be there by your side
What once was real
Now becomes
An utter and absolute lie.

Astray

For once I wanted to be wrong
For this one day I wished I could not feel this way
For now that moment hasn't come
I still feel lost

Lost in my own thoughts
Lost in this fear
Fear of change

And today all has came into a toll
All came crashing down
My heart turned into a stone
It's weight is pulling me down

And it won't be you to save me
You can't fix this wound
All that is left is me
Alone to try and mend it

All that is left to me is rage
Your presence disturbs me
All that is left to me is disgust
How can you still be able to love me?

I try to barely put a smile
And fake that I am fine
But this Shit is unbearable
And I can't take it away

I try to seek a solution
But this clouds my mind
So I pull the last of my aces
And I go full retard.

I write what's on my heart
Maybe to ease the pain
Maybe to find that ray of hope
That will make this go away

But what are you now to me?
I see nothing more than a friend
Has the love gone away?
And we're heading to the end of the line?

Don't know what to make of this
Don't know how to solve it

All that is left to me is rage
Your presence disturbs me
All that is left to me is disgust
How can you still be able to love me?

Tell me, how can you still be able to love me?
When I think that I don't feel the same?

Force

Tainted in black
I walk through the night
Thinking back
What you said to me the last time

And while I walk
In my knees bleeding
I get up and tell
What I've been thinking

Say that you want me
Again
Say that you want
To be with me again
And give me
The force I need
To get back on my feet

I've falled apart
I've taken back
What I thought was lost

You're whispering
In my ear
And say what I want
You to say 
To me

And while I walk
In my knees bleeding
I get up and tell
What I've been thinking

Say that you want me
Again
Say that you want
To be with me again
And give me
The force I need
To get back on my feet

Newborn

Now it's our time to shine
Stronger than the sun

Now it's our time to find
This silence the world begun

Now you'll find that we
Are the newcomers

We'll bring the destruction of you
And you can't do anything about it

Splitting to pieces
A world already thorned
Bringing life
To this newborn
Newborn

Can you smell the fear
A nuclear weapon in your ear

Taste this bitter defeat
A frozen heart in need of heat

A glory in eternity
Like a fist in your cavity

We'll bring the destruction of you
And you can't anything about it

Splitting to pieces
A world already thorn
Bringing life
To this newborn
Newborn

We'll bring the destruction of you
And you can't anything about it

Splitting to pieces
A world already thorn
Bringing life
To this newborn
Newborn

Weight Of The World

Wrong choices we all make
When your feelings command you
Black pages we've all written
And erase them we can't do

Sacrifices we've all made
Maybe not for the right people
Hurting we've all inflicted
Even if it was to you

Passing through changes,
We've all been there
But tell me if it was right for you?

When you're feeling down
And the world becomes
A burden you cannot bare
Tell me if you'll keep lying down
And pray to God 
That life isn't fair

Well, you're not the only one to feel this way
You're not the only one struggling
For a better chance in life
Oh,no
You're not the only one to fight
To belong.

Cryed,yes I Cryed a lot
Tell me the one who didn't
But you must understand
This is not the end

Oh no,
But you keep falling down
Choosing,always, the wrong path

But it's time for you to see
Broken hearts we all carry
Bare this in mind
You're not the only one running out of time

Well, you're not the only one to feel this way
You're not the only one struggling
For a better chance in life
Oh,no
You're not the only one to fight
To belong.

We all carry our weight of the world
A world we fight to belong.

Well, you're not the only one to feel this way
You're not the only one struggling
For a better chance in life
Oh,no
You're not the only one to fight
To belong.
Oh,no
We all carry the weight of the world
A world we fight to belong.

Different

For each truth that was once spoken
A lie will leave all in the open
And now I'll step back from the spotlight
And leave traces of all in sight

The doubt grows on our minds
Should we believe in the facts that arise?
A band of sheeps seems to follow
What for one is hard to swallow

Think different becomes a fantasy
In a world full of hypocrisy
If you're the one that tries to fight the system
You'll encounter more than a resistance

But don't hold yourself down
Don't try to be the one greed for the crown
Nowadays the hope seems to dim
And everyone just seems to get grim

Just go and try to feel good about yourself
You're different from everyone else
But remember not everything is for the good
Just worry about the doubts you should.

But just remember that
For each truth that was once spoken
A lie will leave all in the open.

Fall Down

Chasing down a dream that's not my own
Breaking slowly into a soulless void
Trying to read between the lines I've wrote

Lighting another cigarrette
Thinking what could have been another destiny
Stepping foward on a faint brim

While you fall down
No one can hear you scream
Fall down
Of the throne you have been
You just
Fall down
And try to not hurt yourself again.

The breaking of a new dawn arrives
Still thinking a million ways to survive
The trap hole I've put myself into

And while I try
To gravity defy
I look at the sky
And try not to cry

I look down and feel sorry for me
How foolish of me

I'll try to not make the same mistake
But we all know that I'll never change

While you fall down
No one can hear you scream
Fall down
Of the throne you have been
You just
Fall down
And try to not hurt yourself again.

I still fall down
And no one can hear me scream
Fall down
Of a throne I've never been
I just
Fall down
And hurt myself again
But we all known I'll never change.

Devil Within

Ask your God for all the answers
Answers that He won't give
Put my sanity across the border
And unleash the devil within.

Clear as the ocean
I'll take my devotion
To feel this emotion

While I lose all the notion
I'll bring a revolution
To get out of this confusion

Crossing the borderline
Between reason and time
Pushing you aside

Ask your God for all the answers
Answers that He won't give
Put my sanity across the border
And unleash the devil within

Maybe a new start
Won't let me fall apart
Just give me a new heart

Putting myself to a test
Maybe it's for the best
If I ignore all the rest

Crossing the borderline
Between reason and time
Pushing you aside

Ask your God for all the answers
Answers that He won't give
Put my sanity across the border
And unleash the devil within

Cut my life to pieces
Pieces that won't come together
Even if I go across the border
I'll unleash the devil within

Ask your God for all the answers
Push me across the border
Even if I go crazy
He still won't help you find it

Ask your God for all the answers
Answers that He won't give
Put my sanity across the border
And unleash the devil within.

Enjoy The Ride

Perceive what you can perceive
Believe what you want to believe
Deny what you think it's not real
And I won't let you decieve.

Won't tell you the answer
To the question you've put
I will let you take false conclusions
Just to see you lose
Won't tell you how to act
Just bare this in mind
Your mask will fall off

Just keep on stepping on my toes
You wouldn't believe what I heard
You're from the same place of my foes
They've all fall down just like a curse

Won't tell you the answer
To the question you've put
I will let you take false conclusions
Just to see you lose
Won't tell you how to act
Just bare this in mind
Your mask will fall off

The false sense of winning
It's your ticket to lose
I'll let you keep on living
In this ilusion

Won't tell you the answer
To the question you've put
I will let you take false conclusions
Just to see you lose
Won't tell you how to act
Just bare this in mind
Your mask will fall off

Inner

Shadows came and everything was lost
Start something that's fresh and new
Erase the pages that you once written
One more day comes anew

Free yourself from the chains you've put
On yourself to not be used
A shattering sound released from your soul
Opens now the once closed door to the world

Lying down
Can't sleep again
Hands on my mouth
For the scream don't slip
Glazing through
The darkness in this room
Thinking how
I got in this mood

Closing my eyes and trying to mute
This persisting voices that roam in my mind
Breaking me to pieces and exposing my inner self

Soft as butter I begin to melt
Concerns and fears now come to light
Confusion and the tormented
Now come to overpower my will to survive

Lying down
Can't sleep again
Hands on my mouth
For the scream don't slip
Glazing through
The darkness in this room
Thinking how
I got in this mood

I can only ask myself not to destroy
Destroy everything I've built

I can only ask myself to be still
Be still you and me.

Lying down
Can't sleep again
Hands on my mouth
For the scream don't slip
Glazing through
The darkness in this room
Thinking how
I got in this mood

And I can only ask myself not to destroy
What took time to build
I can only ask myself
To be you and me.

Retribution

Yeah, we know you've fucked up the first time
But as you can see there won't be a second time
Softly you say that you just want to be friends
Was it need for the other bitch to put you in your place?

I'm not your puppet to play
"It was my fault" won't make me melt for you again
Casually you ask "so,how's life my friend"
It was fine before you try to get to me again

But let's play this game you set in motion
Why not,this time, it's me to play with your emotions
We're going to laugh,we're going to smile
But this time, you'll be the only one to cry.

So how does it feel
To be the one to cry?
So how does it feel
To see me laugh
While I see you die.

If you were on my mind it would be a blast
You would see the million ways I would like to see you die
It's a shame that you continue to be this dumb
I'm gonna play you like a fiddle and a pretty damn good one

You'll learn the meaning of the word retribution
You'll see the problem and maybe the solution
But while you live in your ilusion
I'll present to you my own revolution

So how does it feel
To be the one to cry?
So how does it feel
To see me laugh
While I see you die.
So how does it feel
To be the one played?
Revenge is sweeter
Presented in a ice cold plate.

So how does it feel?
Bitch,how does it feel?
So tell me how does it feel
To be the one played?

Lost Again

Rage
I end up in rage
For
For what you did to me
Learn
Learn from the past
Move
Move foward in time

And I find myself screaming,again
And I find myself bleeding,again
Don't want you in my mind,again
Can't handle you in my life,again

Lost
You've left me all alone
Burn
Burning for your love
Hurt
You've left me in this void
Deprived
Deprived of all happiness
But now
Now I try to move
Fall
But I keep falling down

And I find myself screaming,again
And I find myself bleeding,again
Don't want you in my mind,again
Can't handle you in my life,again

But you keep coming back,again
You keep hurting me,again
Though I thought I survived,again
You remind me that I didn't,again.

Lost
You've left me in this void
Burn
Burning for your love

But you keep coming back,again
You keep hurting me,again
Though I thought I survived,again
You remind me that I didn't, again

And I find myself screaming,again
And I find myself bleeding,again
Don't want you in my mind,again
Can't handle you in my life,again and again and again.

No More Apologies

A silent breath
A whispering voice
That tells me
You're dead

Hand on my head
Thoughts that are unpure
And a sound
Of a trigger being pulled

For what it's worth
I'm worth nothing
Behind this curse
I'm the only one to blame

For what it's worth
I blame me for everything
Behind this curse
I'm the only one to blame

Another cigarrette
Burning through my lungs
Another nail
On my mind's problems

Another cut
And I don't feel like I'm bleeding
And then I shout
To see if I'm still breathing

For what it's worth
I'm worth nothing
Behind this curse
I'm the only one to blame

For what it's worth
I blame me for everything
Behind this curse
I'm the only one to blame

And I burn on this flames
This flames I ignite

And I curse the whole world
For this problems of mine

And I burn on this flames
This flames I ignite

And I curse this whole fucking world
For this problems of mine

For what it's worth
I'm worth nothing
Behind this curse
I'm the only one to blame

For what it's worth
I blame me for everything
Behind this curse
I'm the only one to blame

To blame

And I burn
I burn on this flames

I'm the only one to blame.